Different things at different times.
Survival.(Not just food But dignity and pride too)
Not want to be dependent.
Want to have certain level respect for intellectual abilities while moving towards my bigger goals(trust me on that)
Not wanting to be done in life, I want to keep progressing.
Biggest of all one day I want to bring my imagination and career together.(ppl tend to call me immature BUT I know how to use immaturity, maturely—> not many ppl can do that 
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PlayStation: Posted just because its NJ’s thread; other wise I am very busy