The Virtues of praying Tahajjud - The Night Vigil prayer

Re: The Virtues of praying Tahajjud - The Night Vigil prayer

this line made me shudder !!!
from past few weeks i am trying trying SO HARD to wake up for tahajjud and fajr but I AM NOT able to i even set 2-3 alarms but i dont know when do i stop them !!! i dont feel consious at all that its namaz time…
i am facing really really tough time in my life … but i have been thinking that what am i doing wrong in my life ??? i am not getting the answer in my heart i dont understand !! i am not doing anything bad with any one…which sins causing me trouble???