Tere Pehloo Mein

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Re: Tere Pehloo Mein

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hey ppl, is it ok if i shared somat wi ya 2day? i know it got nothing 2 do wiv tere pehloo mein but *i'm really really depressed 2day and got no 1 2 talk 2!!* thing is, i got married in oct 2001 in pakistan 2 my cousin (typical init) and b4 we got married he woz like a god sent angel. afta we got married i stayed pak 4 a month, and it woz like im in heaven, he woz soooo sweet, loving and caring and funny etc. wen i came bak 2 lon 2 apply 4 his visa, dat year woz da hardest yr of my life, every day woz like a yr. n e wayz a yr later he got da visa and he came ova straight away. we stayed ok 4 bout a wk, and dats it 1 day out of da blue he changed, he bcame ignorant, and he'd do nothin but swear all da tym, we were arguing 24\7, den he bcame abusive, and very verey violent. he beat me nearly evey day. den i wasnt aloowed out of da hse, he'd lock me in, i werent allowed a phome and we didnt have a landline. if we went out and a guy even looked at me generally asked me somat like name of a road or da tym, he used 2 hit da roof. and kept saying i woz sleeping wiv every tom dick and harry!! basically i've neva known a guy like him, he pure evil. den 1 day i went 2 my mum hse 4 eid and i started crying, and my mum asked me and i told her everything. so she spoke 2 him, and my hub started dissin her and swore at her and insulted her and everything. same wiv my dad. so dey spoke 2 his mum, and she sed dat my son is an angel, he wudnt do such thing and i woz da bad 1 cos im from engalnd. den i found out it woz his bro and sis telling him 2 do all dis ( by da way my hub sis is marreid 2 my elder bro!!) n e ways den i got pregnant and i told him, at first he got happy, bvut den da nxt day he came up 2 me and sed he wasnt sure if it were his, i told him it obviously woz, and he sed he not believe me, but i just ignored him. den we got a letter 2 apply 4 his indefinate stay! i thought bout not lettin him get it and sending him bak, den i thought we gona have a kid, he might change, and plus i didnt wana take my kids father away from him, so i got him heis indefinate leave to remain stay! afta having our son he still aint changed, infact everyday is worser den da 1 b4. he basically told me dat he only married me 4 england , and now he got it, he dont need me. and he doesnt give a * bout his kid, he sed there r lots of kids who dont have father and dey surviving. i woz going mad. every time i sed i wana divorce him my mum dont let me cos she says im gona take her sis away from her. my loves her bro and sis more dan n e thing and my dad aint aLLOWED 2 say n e thing cos my mum wont let hijm. me and my hub at da mo r sepereated, mum wont let me divorce, and my hub sed he not gona divorce me and den i went 2 an islamic centre and asked bout a khila, but apparently i aint got a good enough reason. and i emailed the home office asking if i can get him kicked out da country, but dey sed i cant cos he got his indefinate leave 2 remain.*** now i dont know wat 2 do, im going mad, i aint got no 1. my family not talking 2 me. and i cant think of n e thing but 2 die, but i have 2 live 4 my 2 and a half yr old son. can sum 1 advice me on wat i can do. i and depressed!!!!!!!

omg!! unbelieveble such an evil man