Yes totally sometimes I really hate being a girl and having so many restrictions and I want to travel alone and meet new people, but then being a girl, it's like i have a mark on my head to be vulnerable and invite men to attack me. The positive thing is that I am single with no dependents so I have a little more liberty. When I'm really annoyed, I just don't feel like getting married, I just want to work abroad for an NGO or something...lol...i don't know why this thought crosses my mind sometimes..ok i'm rambling my point is i feel what u mean
The only thing that i would love to do is travel, not exactly move to one country, but just travel to different countries for short periods, live a stress free life exploring the world (i doubt it would be stress free tho’, this world and its ppl are quite complicated :hinna: )
Mirch Ask99 and miss zahir I understand what you guys are saying. But even if I face the issues, resolve them and even if i try to forget them, there will be things in my life that will keep reminding me of what happened. If I run away and start over there will be no history, nothing to be afraid of. Nothing that will make me anxious.
Its sad how some members find your situation funny and proceed to give pointless advice.
However, I agree with ask999 and miss zahir to an extent. It could be that you need to solve some other issues that will follow you no matter where you go. On the other hand, it could also be that your issues really are the people around you and being away from them will give you peace. I don't see the harm in going to place where you find peace of mind and a purpose in life. You should always do what makes you happy without hurting those who have never hurt you.
I will remember you in my prayers.
