Re: Searching ....
Nilu,
I have been saying a prayer for you since the first I heard that you are having troubles. I just say whats in my heart so I'm sorry not to have the right words to give you.
Please see a specialist. Its been long enough now and whatever trouble it is, it can likely be treated.
May your wish and your dream come true....
with all the best of hopes for you
MO3