Shaitan ka 
so today was one of those days when Mr. Devil urf Shaitan got the better of me, I was totally under his control and did things that I regret now… specially when I was fasting 
… I feel sooooooooo bad right now..
BAD day at work - some other equally bad episodes kept happening all day long and finaly I got home just before iftar I lost my temper - shouted at the kids, even tapped (ahista say maraa thaa 
) the young one on the head
then begum lost it - and gave me a taste of my own medicine 
shouting match all because I was having a bad day
after iftar things quietened down a little bit, but now I feel like a piece of **** another major task ahead - to bring things back to normal - begum ka mood theek karna hay - and Junior is not talking to me either
issi liyaay kehtay hain ghussay main apnay aap par qabu rakhoo - shaitan ko apnay ooper sawar mat karoo 
