Dont really want to go to much into it, suffice to say i don't think it will ever happen again....... i can take a lot but that sort of pain was too much, blades and bullets couldn't do worse.
yaar mard banoo ... ek bar piyar krr k hi dil trwa baitha ........... haha ..... or ek hum hai ... jis ko koi parwa hi nhi ........ haha
woh kisi nay kya khoob kha hai .. k ..LARKI, BUS or TRAIN k peechay kabhi nhi baghna chahiyee ....ek gatii hai to ek or atii hai ......... too good
@ queen_24: No need to, life has to continue... one just don't dare look back, i live for the future. I have brothers who need me, and i have my duties.
I have to live for those that need me and i care for everyone, i will make sure so long as i live that nobody has to ever go through what i went through. Love is a treasure a gift it only happens truly once in life. I live to keep the love in others alive.
I will keep smiling becuase i am still alive, i thank Allah every day that i still have all my limbs and am not crippled, sure i have suffered but there are others worse than me and i must do my duty. Live for those that need you, suicide is the greatest act of selfishness in this world. Live for the cause!
@ Sarmad786: I will keep that in mind ;) thanks for the advice. One cannot forget ones past but one can wipe it away by doing well later, everyones time comes someday. Perhaps mine will be for a higher purpose.
Naah yaar, i am very bad person. I live to cause trouble, but i try and use my troublemaking skills to help people. I find my self defense classes are very popular, and perhaps that is the field i want to excell at....... I have to uphold something for our country, expressing myself this way is best becuase i can do what i love for a good cause.
No sane woman would marry a madman like me anyway, I seem devoted to one thing only and that is serving the people who need me most, i am to that end more of a ascetic.