khawa, i am just getting overwhelmed easily and even if its an easy task such as cleaning the kitchen, i feel like i dont know where to start. I just feel its really hard for me to juggle a baby, school (which i love doing), and a husband while keeping the house immaculate.
ya i suffer from that too.. from time to time.. i remember going crazy one day cuz it had been a month since i got back from my vacation and i just couldnt get around to putting stuff away into closets in the baby's room cuz he just wouldnt stop sleeping.. or i just couldnt find the time from all the throwing up, feeding and basic taking care of the baby..
i would act soo strongly against the baby just cuz the house was a mess and i hadnt cooked.. it took all my strength to get over this.. it was not expected from me from my husband nor my in laws.. they kept telling me to take things slow.. its ok if i dont dust or mop or vacuum.. priority is the baby.. but i expected it from myself.. and since i cant hold up with something that is in my natur.e. i have started to do whatever i need to do when husband comes home.. he handles the baby whilst i clean up until im satisfied, cook or prepare for the next day.. do wahtevr i need to do to make myself feel good the next day.. and its helped HEAPS.. i wake up without any worry.. i am better with the baby and actualy enjoy spending time rather thinking god im wasting time whilst i could be doing something else..
but most importantly.. i havent joined school again... cuz i know its gonna spiral things out of control again for me.. im waiting for the baby to turn 1.. be a bit more stable.. ive just got the hang of things .. by the time he turns one.. i will be better at juggling house, school and baby at the same time
if its getting really bad for u.. why not give up school for the time being? its really a pain in the butt..i knwo i didnt want to.. but if things are getting bad.. school would be the last thing on my list of priorities.. keeping sane so u can handle a home a baby and a husband in a loving manner.. thats the most important.. :)not that u arent already..