1,5 years ago, suddenly my depression began, I realised I could never have my diploma I had worked so hard for, I would never find a job, and I kept having bad memories in my thoughts. Last year, I wanted to stop being a Pakistani and a Muslima because of my family. I had family problems because of marriage problems, since 1995 I didn't have real peace because of that. And all those things came back in my memories and made it difficult for me. Last year, was difficult. But I was even more sad, when I tried to let go religion, I couldn't, so the positive side is, I know now, my faith is strong, I tried to do things, like being unpolite or wear clothing which is a bit revealing, things like that, I didn't like that, so I know now, that my faith is strong and my character as well. Also, I've met some people who were depressed because of problems less worse than I've had, so I know now how strong my character is. Now, after 1,5 years, I'm fine again and more realistic about my future. I've truly accepted the kind of future I will have and I'm happy again.