Okay, so what do i do?

This is exactly how I feel.

The only things we have control over are our actions and reactions. Thats it.

That being said, do your best. Your rule should be to put your best foot forward regardless of what the other person does or says. Yes, we get affected by others and sometimes carry those things with us for a long time. But who does that really affect? If you think about it, it really affects people like you and me. We carry burdens that we never let go of.

So, from now on. Try to forget and move on. Try to get a thicker skin and not let others' attitudes affect your future actions. By this, I dont mean going to every single get together or party. Be selective and go to a few. But always be nice and let go of the past.

Try to look at people with fresh eyes.