Re: Need to vent..
May Allah shower you with Allah’s blessings , bounties and mercies. Ameen.
It is good that you let it out , that will lighten your heart too.
I read each and every word of your post. Although I do not read long posts , but I did since you were so honest and open from the first sentence.
Why you are not getting your postnatal depression treated ? What seems to be problem with that ? your husband sounds to caring a loving person.