man... sometimes I think I've given you more advice than all my combined years of advice and counselling as an academic to my students.
You just need to differentiate between your impulses (Ally McBeal - puhleez)... and take a more pragmatic approach to your career. Also, you need to start working to find your true calling. You can't just pull out options from the air. If you work in an office environment... interact with different stakeholders... work on different projects... only then would you be able to make sense of things. Get out of your comfort zone and take charge already!
I appreciate the advice bro. It's a problem within me. I understand that. Its a hard environment in which to find a job right now. I am looking overseas more and more.
In terms of finding my calling, most people seem to have a plan. I cant seem to formulate one. I lack direction. I dont lack ambition, but cant seem to challenge my energy. Maybe yoga classes will help.