Re: jaadoo aur its effect
I ve been wanting to take it out of my system for sooooo long!! Here's my story....
I've always been into sports and really healthy food and all and I never ever ever got ill, so around 10 years back out of nowhere I started coughing and it kept getting worse and then it came to a point when I couldnt breathe, I started getting severe asthma atacks, no inhalers, nebulizers or steroids would fix me. It was so bad that I was unable to breathe for around 20-40 minutes in a go and I screamed and pushed and pulled stuff and wished to die but I couldnt. While I would go through this my family would sit there stare at me and cry. I went to see doctors all over, UK, US, CANADA, everywhere all my tests and everything would come out perfect even when I was undergoing an asthma attack doctors couldnt figure why my chest x rays and all are coming out perfect.
After this every other day I would wake up in the morning with multiple bruises all over my body and then whenever I was alone and in bed I was unable to get up for around 10-15 minutes I would keep trying but I swear to God it felt as if someone was holding my arms and legs and I could feel the force... just couldnt see it!! The worst time would be every month when I got my period, cause that's the time when you are "na paak" those 6 days would be horrible I would undergo severe attacks around 8-10 times a day, everyday!! Then I did isthikara to find out how I ll get fixed and kept seeing my khaala and before all this I we didnt quite believe in black magic.. as in we did .. but you know .. you think it's around but it cant happen to you. Anyways I kept seeing here night after night and kept seeing a man with a beard who can help me.
When I told my mom we knew this is what's going on so the first thing I did was stopped coming infront of my khaala. and the weirdest thing was that after a week went by and she didnt see me she got so desperate that if my room was locked she would stand on the door and keep knocking (she lived 2 streets down so she would come every morning and I would see her) then she started calling me , which again was something she never did. I would nt pick up. so one day she came in the house... literally sneaked in and came to my room (everybody was napping the servant let her in .. this time we were living in pakistan) and sat on my bed and started reciting something(I remeber I could hear her whispers.. but couldnt figure out what she was saying) and I jumped up and she went quite and said I hadnt seen you in so long so I thought I d come say hello... that night and many more night after that were horrible. I stayed on the oxygen thing for 5 days (around a week after this incident) and my parents were done .. they knew for sure I wouldnt make it. my dad's side of the family and everyone came over and they were with me the whole time and all.
Now things were so serious that my brothers and whole of my dad's family started looking for some maulvi guy to help me. They found tons of them but all of them would run away after just one "parhai" they kept saying this thing is too strong and we cant do it.. they would literally run away!!
Then the servants were cleaning one day and they found weird papers with crazy drwaings and (tauba) Quran written backwards.