Re: impossible…right?
Watch your language, madam. If you don’t want advice and input, don’t start threads.
And please go to school; your writing is appalling. If you feel I have misinterpreted who you are and your intentions, you should realize that it is based entirely in what your post says. Some education will help you use words, punctuation, and syntax to better convey your meaning. It’s clearly not doing the job right now.