Re: I wish...
why?
Why not? .. You're never going to have to deal with the heartache, pain, suffering, live without guilt, remorse, and all that other crap that eats away at your very existence day after day.
Mama, I'm not talking about putting oneself in a hole and shutting yourself out of existence from the world.I want to live a good life, just without the pain.I've been burned badly and I don't want to heal, and I just want to numb myself with the pain to the point that I feel nothing for anyone.I feel lonely and hollow right now and I just want to stop feeling this way.