I'm away from my hubby in the UK and after all this time of being together you'd think it would get easier, but it's 1.30 am and I can't sleep for missing him.
I can't control my stress levels without him, they've rocketed out of control and yesterday I felt like I couldn't breathe. There is a lot going on work-wise but I didn't expect to miss him this badly. We were apart for so many years and I'm always going back and forth between greece and the UK but this time...
We've been together 5 years this year, nikkaed since last year. By now I should be like "whoopee, chutti from husband time!!"
But I feel worse than ever! I miss my family when I'm not with them, but I'm actually physically falling apart without my husband this time! This is so stupid!!! I'm addicted to my husband, how can this be!!!!!!!!!!
i knw exactly how u feel i jus gawt married recently!!!!
and lived with him for ahwhile and den came bak for can for my spouse visa thingy and hadnt seen him in ages and wen he finally came to visit me here in canada IT WAS Da MOST AMAZING TWO WEEKS OF MY LIFE!!! and den wen he leftt ...to go bakk...it was terrible...
like i cudnt sleep i literally went 4 days without sleep!! and was crying all da tyme i wudnt even leave my room after abt 2 weeks of depression ....
i finally talked my self into keepin myself busy and distracted and ive been trying ...bu in understand how u feela nd dnt wory imaddicted to mine aswell and yes its completely normal lol