yeah i also feel really really really really awkward speaking urdu wiht anyone other than my parents, hubby, and 2 friends.
I SOOOOO KNOW WHAT YOU MEAN!! anyone other then my parents my urdu feels super weird!!!! Although when my brothers and I argue, for someone reason we do that in urdu...not sure why.....it's so funny though!!!! My brother says, angry emotions are just better expressed in urdu...lol!! Otherwise we talk in english...
when I went to Pak, my cousins LOVED making fun of my urdu accent!!! it was hilarious the way they would mimik me (in good fun)....and now, havign expreienced being on teh recieving end, i never make fun of FOB English...lol!