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you felt you couldn’t say a proper goodbye and maybe this is exactly why you are so lucky to see her in dreams. really you are really lucky.
i say this because when my sweet appa passed away (may allah bless her soul) i was with her and held her hand. but my brother wasn’t. he missed the final stage when appa was leaving us and bhai couldn’t get over it. he came too late and appa had already gone. bhai felt he didn’t get to say a proper goodbye and he was struggling the hardest coping with her death.
but amazingly after a few months he started having one odd dreams of appa. he has had 4-5 dreams since. he is the only one who has ever seen appa in dreams. i think this is appa and allah talah’s way of helping bhai get over the fact that he didn’t say a proper goodbye to her.**