It didnt stay with thought only, tried it 3 times :D and failed.
Dear, if it happens to often (the depression), go and see some one.
It might help, and he/she may give u some good advice on how to cope with things.
Ow yes before I forget, try to change some things u do, or take another hoby. U wont feel like taking/changing it, but it makes alot of a difference.
According to my doc, sports can help alot in depression.
What the hell, u just read that u tried pills! 
I remember when I tried that :D, felt sick for 3 days even after the docs had emptied my stomack
Dont do that S. I excactly know what u mean. but pills arent the solution,
Let me tell u abit what I had 2 change to stop my suicidel thoughts.
- Change some friends, cuz they had a bad influence on me
- stop contact with manny pakis, cuz they had a bad influence to
- pray<----- unfortunately I still the dont pray
- start sporting
I know its hard to stop depression and u cant stop it. The thing is , : others have to DRAG u out of depression. And depression is a down going spiral.
What I used to do was writing down everything good that happened to me everyday. And it worked too!! Perhaps u could try it too.
If u need to to ta talk or have more questions u can always pm me.
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i used to go to treatments onse in week lakin now from 6 months i stoped it ...it is waste of time for me , didnt helped much .hmmm physical abnormality ....
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Hmmm, it seems u already have seen some one.
what do your folks say about this S.? Do they know what u think about suicide? are they understanding people?
My depression gets worse cuz i dont talk to anyone I know personal.
Try to find something that distracts to u alot, (like sports, u wont have time to be depressed, cuz your mind will be bussy)
well thanks for reply n advice , i ll start to go to doc for treatments soon , hope this time it will be good for me.
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Do u know how it feels when u r upset n depressed ? when u have some suicidal thoughts ...any one ?? or it's only me ??? i always have suicidal thoughts when ever i m upset n depressed , have been to Help and Treatment so many times lakin nothing helps next time when i m upset again i sometimes have No energy to move ,no reason to live ,no will to survive,no hope in a cure ,no reason to try....I think i m Not Normal Person ?? Is it only Me ??
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First of all, I have some good news... it's not only you.
Being sad, depressed or upset is all part of being human. It happens to the best of us at one time or another so please don't think that there is something inherrently 'wrong' with you. If anyone tells you they have never been depressed, they are lying through their teeth.
Having suicidal thoughts is surpisingly common too. More people have had suicidal thoughts than care to admit it.
From my own experience of suicide and depression, I found that talking helps alot more than people expect it too. Most people who commit suicide feel like they have no one to talk to, no one to share their problems with. It is easy to feel that they are all alone and that if they can't cope with life's problems, there is only one way out.
If you feel that this all sounds very familliar, if you feel that it might help to talk to someone who won't blame you, judge you or try to pump you with their own advice but will just sit and listen to whatever you'd like to talk about, then let me know. There are plenty of places where you can find someone to lean on during the tough times.
I guess that was all I wanted to say. Whatever happens, I hope that you find the answers you are looking for.
Me.
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I've been down and depressed, but never once thought about suicide, ever. It just doesn't make sense.
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Agree with fret... no matter how bad things get or if something realy trajic happens... it doesnt come to point where im having thought of killing myself...
hmmmm
No but I have thought about homicide.
Sandleen.
Get back on your treatment asap. Ask your psych. to recommend alternate medication, homeopathic? I know that nothing anyone says here will lessen your pain, and what you need right now is someone in your life to as dutch paki said ‘DRAG’ you out of your depression. Again from reading up on the problem i know thats next to impossible but people don’t stay depressed forever, something has to get them back on their feet so KEEP TRYING. Don’t think on giving up on life. You are such a young girl with such a bright future. You have soooooooooo much to live for yaar. Thinking about suicide is one thing but attempting such is a totally different ball game and i wouldn’t have an inkling as to how to combat suicide ‘temptations’. Just please get back on treatment. It’ll be worth it, Inshallah.
Try different treatments..i mean there are loads out there. I guess ONE will work, so keep trying. And when you’re over this ( long as it may take ) it will be worth all the pain and tears.
Wishing you all the best sweetheart 
Re: Do you want to commit suicide?
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*Originally posted by Sandleen: *
Do u know how it feels when u r upset n depressed ? when u have some suicidal thoughts ...any one ?? or it's only me ??? i always have suicidal thoughts when ever i m upset n depressed , have been to Help and Treatment so many times lakin nothing helps next time when i m upset again i sometimes have No energy to move ,no reason to live ,no will to survive,no hope in a cure ,no reason to try....I think i m Not Normal Person ?? Is it only Me ??
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Trust me gal, u r not the only person...Im in 2...
:( :(
How r u feeling now Sandleen? Started your treatments yet or not? Go to them girl, and stay healthy and happy :).
Re: Do you want to commit suicide?
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suicide??? hmm may be i do it for the sake of it
but on the second thought people dont deserve to get rid of me sooo eassyy-- 
I do, every once in a while. One of these days... :)