death

Re: death

I don't want another life after death.

I just want to die once and that's it.

So in a way I ALWAYS think about life after death - because Allah said there will be a day of judgment - and I will have to wake up that day - and either go to heaven or hell and LIVE there!

How can I let Allah know please I do not want to be at either place I am happy non-existent.

(this thinking does not make me hate life - but I think living once is quiet an experience and I would not want to repeat it).