Baby Blues

seriously i m worried sick... ive been tryin since 2 months and m really lookin fwd to being preg but i m v anxious cus i know my nature and my hubby keeps tellin me too that i wudnt b a gud mother... yar u dunno how lazy and laidback i m... in cleaning, in cookin, in general stuff... i have to literally drag myself... so for a baby i m thinkin how will i do it? Allah help me!