Re: a serious question.
yeah i have considered ending my life. at one point things were so down that i actually envisioned pulling the trigger of the gun that was next to my temple, and unlike other times when i would imagine that, i didn’t shy away from that. thank goodness we don’t carry a gun in our house, or i don’t know what would happen. but you know what thank Allah that i didn’t. because even though things get really really really bad, that is no way to fix things. because suicide is the most selfish thing you can do. not to mention it’s absolutely haram, and considering all the sins that i did in my life…i do want to keep a tiny chance of having them forgiven 
if things do get bad, my solution is to get up, first contact Allah, then my friend, and then find a solution to fix the problem. any solution. but gawd things do get scary at times. 